Posted by Gagavitz Posada | Jun 23, 2018 | Uncategorized |
Last night I had another drinking dream. It was odd. I vaguely remember that I was kicked out of a program for drinking and then I went to a liquor store and bought a fifth of vodka, after which I went to my elementary school...
Read MorePosted by Gagavitz Posada | Jun 20, 2018 | Uncategorized |
They say trust is easy to lose and hard to regain. In fact, there are many different sayings that have to do with trust and forgiveness: I’ll forgive, but I’ll never forget; you have to trust to be trusted; etc. ...
Read MorePosted by Gagavitz Posada | Jun 17, 2018 | Uncategorized |
I am now out of treatment and back into the real world to begin my recovery. On one hand it is a scary concept, but one about which I am excited. At first all I felt was anxiety and nervousness. Most people would imagine that...
Read MorePosted by Gagavitz Posada | Jun 10, 2018 | Uncategorized |
So I just read an article titled “Why the Best Thing in Life are All Backwards,” by Mark Manson, and it made me think of my alcoholic brain. It basically describes this inverted curve that represents things in our...
Read MorePosted by Gagavitz Posada | Jun 9, 2018 | Uncategorized |
As a follow-up, kind of, from yesterday’s post. I saw my son today and it wasn’t awkward at all. We had good conversation, good laughs and we caught up a bit. I’m happy because he hasn’t checked out...
Read MorePosted by Gagavitz Posada | Jun 8, 2018 | Uncategorized |
So I am out of treatment in about a week and I know I have some anxiety behind it. I don’t recognize that i feel anxious, I guess because it is hard for me to actually identify what I feel at times, but I know that I have...
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