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Mess of thoughts

by | June 8, 2018 | Uncategorized | 0 Comments

So I am out of treatment in about a week and I know I have some anxiety behind it.  I don't recognize that i feel anxious, I guess because it is hard for me to actually identify what I feel at times, but I know that I have some anxiety behind it due to some of my...
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Reunion

by | June 9, 2018 | Uncategorized | 0 Comments

As a follow-up, kind of, from yesterday's post.  I saw my son today and it wasn't awkward at all.  We had good conversation, good laughs and we caught up a bit.  I'm happy because he hasn't checked out yet from this relationship.  He told me that he was afraid...
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Birthday Morning – Grateful!

by | May 21, 2018 | Uncategorized | 0 Comments

Well today is my birthday.  40 years old and I am celebrating by going to my Outpatient, working and class.  The good thing is that I am sober and I have about 2 and a half months clean.  I can actually accept happy birthday from loved ones and even strangers...
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2 months in

by | May 19, 2018 | Uncategorized

Well I'm 72 days in and my motivation has gone down.  Recently I got a thought of how great it would feel to have a few drinks.  Just to be able to relax a little bit.  Although I know that there is no way that I would be able to just stay relaxed.  I would get drunk...